Entry: When I Fall Saturday, October 16, 2004



My balogna doesn't have a first name!!!


   HI EVERYBODY! How's your life? Are ya' who you wanna beeeeeee........??? :) I am having a very good morning. I put my two weeks notice in thursday, I am SO glad I did that. My church is starting some brand new stuff, and I'm not making any money with that job, and I really want to be involved with the new stuff we're doing, so I'm dropping it. Trey got a job at Coastal Hardware where he makes tons more, gets paid every week, and gets insurance benifits along with a paid vacation.
   Trey...*sigh*...I love him very very much. He's been so tired lately. Yesterday he was standing on his feet from 6:30 until 11:30 doing both jobs. But yesterday was his last day working at the theatre so it should be better. I wanted to make it better for him though, but I don't think I really succeeded in doing that. I wanted to sit outside because it was cold and we both had hoodies, and I just love being outside when it's freezing bundled up, but I don't think Trey really liked it when we finally got out there, probably because the cold air was making him wake up and he didn't feel like it. Lol. But, yeah, this has definatly been an extreme three months. I've just been going through so many trials, and no one really seems to understand them, except for Jen and Trey. It's nice to talk to them about it, and it makes the burden easier, but the burden is still there, and I'm constantly wary of it. I'm ready for God to get it off my shoulders. Everybody thinks that I'm back-sliding. I know that should be a warning that I actually am and it's just pride that's not letting me see that, and I've taken it all into consideratio. God has even convicted me of a few things. But I have been chasing after Him as much as I know how right now. He comes before the body. I'm not spending my every waking moment with Trey. I'm at my stupid job or church, and when I finally can quit going to my job in two weeks, maybe they'll finally understand that when I'm around more. Not to mention the fact that I'll be 18 in two months and I'm being treated like a 12 year old.
   I'll be able to spend more time with Jen, especially now that she's taking this leave of absence from her job. That's gonna be awesome. I miss her so much.
   Perfect. Lynsey burnt noodles. She forgot to put water in it. Just DANDY! This house STINKS! Lol.
I'll talk to yous guys later.

~Neener

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