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I am so sick of seeing this day in and day out. How may times will you take advantage of girls? I go over the internet and see how there are so many girls whose hearts you've broken...after like, a two-week period...what is that? Do you think you have the right to just go around and mess around with girls, not expecting anything more than a physical relationship? Do you really think that that is what love is? I don't think you know what love is. Honestly, I don't, and it's time for you to quit making excuses. Grow up. Learn to love. It's all gonna come crashing back down on you if you don't fix this now. Love is more than words, or feelings, or physical contact. It's more than what you've made it out to be. It's not so frail. Maybe one day you'll wake up and realize you're completly alone. No one's gonna be there for you because you've broken their hearts.

   ...okay, I'm done. No, it's not anyone you guys know. Probably. Heh. Just felt like ranting.

   ...*sigh*...I need a vacation.

   God...I need You more than words right now. I don't understand why I've been put in these situations. I don't understand why You're letting me crack under the pressure. I need You to take hold of me before I shatter...I need You more than I've ever needed You before...more then my next heartbeat. Honestly. I do.
I love You, Lord. I won't let go. I promise.