I don't have much time to update this thing but I haven't in like two weeks so I figured I should. I started my job last wednesday...it's really hard. Not because we have hard work or anything, but because I'm working there as soon as I get off from school until 11:30, and I have to stand the whole time, which hurts my feet, but I also get free Icee's and coke's and popcorn and nachos and all the free new movies I want. So...:-).
So...yeah....Trey and I are officially boyfriend and girlfriend now. I told everybody if they wouldn't freak out it would be okay...they just made it ten times more difficult because they refused to understand. I would've probably gotten with him a lot sooner if it hadn't been for that. But anyways, I really had to repent after God told me to lay off of Trey for a while, and now that I've finally seen what I did wrong (not with Trey, but some things that sort of intercepted my relationship with God before, when I was with him...), I felt like it was okay to be with him now. I know God's got my back. ;-)
I'm having a hard time. I'm in the middle of the hardest thing right now...I can't really publicly disclose it on here because who knows who will read it...but I could use some prayers. Everyone I thought that I could depend and trust on...the people that were tride and true, just aren't there. I mean they are, but they don't understand anything, and they question me and my motives. They question one thing, they question them all, you know? I feel like I've been stabbed ruthlessly in the back. The knife twisted everytime.
But I have this hope in Jesus Christ...
I'm only clay in the potter's hand. Even if it means throwing everything away, all that I hold dear, and starting over again, I'm willing. I'll hang on to Him with everything. I will not be moved...I'll say of the Lord, You are my shield...my strength, my portion, deliverer, strong tower, my very present help in time of need, my everything.
Jen's going through some crap she doesn't deserve to be put through. It's a good thing she's finally putting past relationships behind her. They do nothing but hold her down, an she doesn't deserve that anymore. She deserves to be uplifted in her life with Christ, not made to feel bad about nothing. She doesn't owe any pity, neither. None. Best friends don't need the others pity, they need their love.
I'm gonna go. I'm getting my senior portraits done today! Yay!
And I love Trey! Heh heh! :D
So...yeah....Trey and I are officially boyfriend and girlfriend now. I told everybody if they wouldn't freak out it would be okay...they just made it ten times more difficult because they refused to understand. I would've probably gotten with him a lot sooner if it hadn't been for that. But anyways, I really had to repent after God told me to lay off of Trey for a while, and now that I've finally seen what I did wrong (not with Trey, but some things that sort of intercepted my relationship with God before, when I was with him...), I felt like it was okay to be with him now. I know God's got my back. ;-)
I'm having a hard time. I'm in the middle of the hardest thing right now...I can't really publicly disclose it on here because who knows who will read it...but I could use some prayers. Everyone I thought that I could depend and trust on...the people that were tride and true, just aren't there. I mean they are, but they don't understand anything, and they question me and my motives. They question one thing, they question them all, you know? I feel like I've been stabbed ruthlessly in the back. The knife twisted everytime.
But I have this hope in Jesus Christ...
I'm only clay in the potter's hand. Even if it means throwing everything away, all that I hold dear, and starting over again, I'm willing. I'll hang on to Him with everything. I will not be moved...I'll say of the Lord, You are my shield...my strength, my portion, deliverer, strong tower, my very present help in time of need, my everything.
Jen's going through some crap she doesn't deserve to be put through. It's a good thing she's finally putting past relationships behind her. They do nothing but hold her down, an she doesn't deserve that anymore. She deserves to be uplifted in her life with Christ, not made to feel bad about nothing. She doesn't owe any pity, neither. None. Best friends don't need the others pity, they need their love.
I'm gonna go. I'm getting my senior portraits done today! Yay!
And I love Trey! Heh heh! :D