 |
|
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Hi Everybody!
I don't have much time to update this thing but I haven't in like two weeks so I figured I should. I started my job last wednesday...it's really hard. Not because we have hard work or anything, but because I'm working there as soon as I get off from school until 11:30, and I have to stand the whole time, which hurts my feet, but I also get free Icee's and coke's and popcorn and nachos and all the free new movies I want. So...:-).
So...yeah....Trey and I are officially boyfriend and girlfriend now. I told everybody if they wouldn't freak out it would be okay...they just made it ten times more difficult because they refused to understand. I would've probably gotten with him a lot sooner if it hadn't been for that. But anyways, I really had to repent after God told me to lay off of Trey for a while, and now that I've finally seen what I did wrong (not with Trey, but some things that sort of intercepted my relationship with God before, when I was with him...), I felt like it was okay to be with him now. I know God's got my back. ;-)
I'm having a hard time. I'm in the middle of the hardest thing right now...I can't really publicly disclose it on here because who knows who will read it...but I could use some prayers. Everyone I thought that I could depend and trust on...the people that were tride and true, just aren't there. I mean they are, but they don't understand anything, and they question me and my motives. They question one thing, they question them all, you know? I feel like I've been stabbed ruthlessly in the back. The knife twisted everytime.
But I have this hope in Jesus Christ...
I'm only clay in the potter's hand. Even if it means throwing everything away, all that I hold dear, and starting over again, I'm willing. I'll hang on to Him with everything. I will not be moved...I'll say of the Lord, You are my shield...my strength, my portion, deliverer, strong tower, my very present help in time of need, my everything.
Jen's going through some crap she doesn't deserve to be put through. It's a good thing she's finally putting past relationships behind her. They do nothing but hold her down, an she doesn't deserve that anymore. She deserves to be uplifted in her life with Christ, not made to feel bad about nothing. She doesn't owe any pity, neither. None. Best friends don't need the others pity, they need their love.
I'm gonna go. I'm getting my senior portraits done today! Yay!
And I love Trey! Heh heh! :D
Posted at 04:07 pm by Nena
|
|
 |
Check out my space on myspace!
My Mood Is: Nena is the #1638 most common female name. 0.004% of females in the US are named Nena. Around 5100 US females are named Nena! source namestatistics.com Awwwwwwwwww...lol. :) I LOVE 'M I LOVE 'M I LOVE 'M!!!
My life is rated G.
What is your life rated?
My Friend's Blogs:
«Pri3s7» (Trey)
Fragility is Not A Sign of Weakness (Jennifer)
The Other Side of Life (Stephanie)
The Blog of Me (BJ)
"And so faith is closing your eyes and following the breath of your soul down to the bottom of life, where existence and nonexistence have merged into irrelevance. All that matters is the little part you play in the vast drama."
Real Live Preacher, reallivepreacher.com
"One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar." -Helen Keller
"People do not like to think. If one thinks, one must reach conclusions. Conclusions are not always pleasant."
-Helen Keller
"Self-pity is our worst enemy and if we yield to it, we can never do anything good in the world."
-Helen Keller
You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses.” -Ziggy"If there is one thing worse than being an ugly duckling in a house of swans, it's having the swans pretend there's no difference."
-Teena Booth, Falling From Fire
"Unless you believe, you will not understand."
-Saint Augustine, De Libero Arbitrio"ay cap'n, get yer hends off me booty..." -Jon Foreman"Work like you don't need the money,
love like you've never been hurt,
and dance like no one is watching.""Inside all of us, we know the truth of life... that there's something more than the next new cell phone or gadget or relationship... and that our heart beats in time with the sunset.” - Jon Foreman"I just had a thought: punctuation marks exist in the written word and in life. Commas, periods... exclamation points! They divide our existence into discrete moments, allowing us to catch our breath before we begin the next sentence, helping us better understand our time here on earth.
In life, the question marks are sometimes the hardest to understand, the most frightening. They leave so much to the imagination, what happens next? Yet, question marks are good for the soul. They reveal where our hopes are, what we fear, who or what we trust. So much of what we hold on to in this life is a mirage. Job security, financial stability, prestige, power, relationships; these are as unsure as our lives themselves. Sometimes the best thing to do during a time of questioning is to let the questions dig deep into our soul. Who are we? What are we living for?
I'm a hopeful questioner myself..."-Jon Foreman
The world spins so fast. Don't miss it. One blink and you're feet are standing in an entirely different spot. That's not science, that's God."It's like a chipmunk! You kinda store them all up and
eat them later! *laughs*" - Jon Foreman
"Check...1..2..yeaaa...yes sir." - Tim Foreman"If you truly love someone, you're going to be pure because true love comes from God, and God tells us to remain pure. That's good enough for me." - Jon ForemanWelcome! This is um...me! Blog. Blog. What kind of a name is blog, anyway? I'd never heard of the word blog before but I always saw sites that looked so cool...until I found out by going to a friend's website, and it had the big word up there...BLOG! Ha. It's a cool word. *cough* SO...my name's NenaK, (doesn't it sound cool, people out there who know my real name? NenaK? It's got kind of a catchy knack to it.) and I'm a girl, and...ah...I like...stuff...and um...that's about it! I'll add more later. BTW, wanna see some pics of me and friends? Check 'em out here! MY PICS PAGE
LOL! Look at this chicken, tell it to do whatever you want! (i.e. sing, dance, do a split, pray...lol)
  YOU GUYS! YOU GUYS LOOK! It's...it's...a new SWITCHFOOT VIDEO! It's SO AWESOME! YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT IT! NOW! Go, GO! Dare You to Move VideoDrum roll please... And now... BUM BUM BUM BUM BUUUMMM The Most Awesome Band of All Time... BUM BUM BUMMMMM ....... BUM BUM BUMMMMM SWITCHFOOT!*Screams erupt. Girls faint. Guys faint? ACK! * Below are links to two of their videos. The first one is of their hit single "Meant To Live" and is Surfing footage. The second is the original video, most likely seen on MTV. Vote for them on MTV's TRL!Surfing...hot christian guys surfing.What else do you WANT man? What? They're married? Awwww man...wait...Jerome's not?
Surfing VidThen, there was the original, the second original, the intro...and then there's Real Audio, Windows Media, Quicktime...wow, my head's spinning. Too many options. YOU pick! Meant To Live OriginalsHey guys! TRL went awesome, as planned. Check Switchfoot out on TRL here!BTW...anybody interested in their upcoming tour dates? Look out BELOOOW! They could be near you! 12.04.04 Sacramento, CA KDND's Radio Show ARCO Arena n/a n/a 12.05.04 Seattle, WA KBKS's Radio Show Tacoma Dome n/a n/a 12.06.04 Vancouver, BC CAN Croatian Cultural Centre 604-879-0154 link 12.08.04 Toronto, ONT, CAN Kool Haus 416-869-0045 link 12.09.04 Boston, MA WXKS's Radio Show Tsongas Arena n/a n/a 12.10.04 New York City, NY Z100's Radio Show Madison Square Garden n/a n/a 12.11.04 Minneaplois, MN KDWB's Radio Show Target Center n/a n/a 12.12.04 Miami, FL Y100's Radio Show Office Depot Center n/a n/a 12.15.04 San Antonio, TX MIX96.1 & KIDD KRADDICK'S NOT SO SILENT NIGHT 210-657-8300 link 04.02.05 Winter Haven, FL Cypress Gardens Adv Park 813-324-2111 n/a 04.30.05 Valdosta, Ga Wild Adventures 229-559-1330 n/a 07.02.05 Marietta, IL Cornerstone Festival n/a n/a br> Are there any Gundam Wing fans out there? I have my own account on Fanfiction.net. Lots of stories I've written over the past couple of years. Check them out here!  You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't mind being alone at times. You have goals, and know what you want in life... even if they are a little far fetched. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla
|
|
|
